In a candid admission that has sent shockwaves through both Summer Bay loyalists and his real-life supporters, the Home and Away favourite has revealed the emotional struggle he has been quietly shouldering behind the scenes. For months, viewers sensed something was amiss: interviews grew shorter, social media updates rarer, and the usually upbeat actor appeared noticeably withdrawn in recent cast appearances.

Now, after weeks of speculation, Cartwright has addressed the whispers head-on — and the revelations are as raw as they are deeply human.

THE PRESSURE THAT NEVER LET UP

Cartwright, who has won devoted fans for his portrayal of steady, stoic constable Cash Newman, admitted he has been battling the weight of relentless expectations — both from the show and from himself. Known within the cast for his professionalism and intensity, the actor revealed that the demands of embodying a character who is perpetually “holding everything together” began to bleed into his personal life.

“I think everyone assumes I’m as unshakeable as Cash,” he confessed in the quiet, unguarded interview that has quickly circulated among fans. “But the truth is, I’ve been exhausted. Not physically — emotionally. And I didn’t want to admit that. Not even to myself.”

Sources close to the star say the pressure intensified during some of the show’s darker recent storylines, which required long filming days and heavily emotional scenes. “Nicholas gives everything,” one insider said. “He doesn’t know how to do things halfway, and sometimes that takes a toll.”

WHAT HE KEPT HIDDEN — UNTIL NOW

While Cartwright didn’t confirm any rumours of leaving the show, he acknowledged that the past year has forced him to reconsider what balance looks like — a statement fans have responded to with an outpouring of support.

“I didn’t want to let anyone down,” he continued. “It’s hard to say, ‘I’m not okay,’ when you’re surrounded by people who seem to be coping just fine. But pretending you’re fine can make things worse.”

His emotional honesty has struck a chord with viewers, many of whom have followed his journey from army veteran to breakout soap star. It’s a background that has long made Cartwright something of an inspirational figure — and makes this vulnerable moment all the more poignant.

A HOPEFUL STEP FORWARD

While his admission is heartbreaking, Cartwright insists it’s also the start of a healthier chapter.

“I’m learning to slow down,” he said. “I love this job, I love the people I work with, and I want to be here for a long time. But I need to look after myself too. That’s something I’m finally taking seriously.”

Production sources confirm that the Home and Away team is fully behind him, adjusting schedules and offering support where needed — a move that suggests Cartwright’s place in the Bay is far from over.

If anything, this moment of honesty has deepened fan admiration for the actor who has spent years bringing strength to the screen. Now, he’s allowing himself to find some in real life.

A heartbreaking confession, yes — but perhaps also the most hopeful sign yet.